Interrupted Stillness

The everyday stillness hovered over the room where the eleven remaining disciples hid. Other believers lingered as well. Sabbath had been observed, and a new day dawned. Time to get back to work? But where? A fishing boat? That reputation was long-gone. It was abandoned to follow Jesus.

There was a quiet stir among them as the men began to rise. Peter again paced and wrung his hands. James and John sharpened their swords. How quickly they shifted back into old habits – into battle mode – from three years of learning of peace, love, and forgiveness. No one said a word. The plans and assumptions, laced with fear, had dominated the conversation for the last 48 hours. They will come for us next; we have to be ready. No, Jesus said he’d come back in three days, right? That’s what he said. Did he specifically say three days? How is that possible? The tomb is sealed; guards are there and everywhere. There was nothing left to say; now, just emotions wandered among them – anxiety, fear, and a little hope that Jesus would come back and rule the kingdom. That’s what he said, right?

Resurrection

A knock, no, a pounding on the door brought a collective fear to everyone’s hearts. Here we go, we’re next, they’ve come for us. No one moved. The pounding persisted. Authorities wouldn’t wait; they would have broken down the door.

James sheathed his sword and went to answer, ignoring the hushed “no” from the others. With one hand on his sword and the other on the door latch, he opened the door. Battle did not ensue, but it was the women who burst in, all talking at once. “You must come see. Jesus is gone. The tomb…the tomb is empty.” Excitement replaced hesitancy as the women exuberantly told of their dawn’s journey. We went to perform the burial ritual. We got there, and… there were angels… and the guards had fallen… the massive stone was rolled away… the tomb was open and EMPTY. You must come with us to see.

The men gathered up their cloaks, but Peter was already out the door.

Peter found the women’s story to be true. Unbelievable. The man walked right out of his grave!

Easter

Thousands of years later, we can walk out of our graves. The angst that traps us into a paralyzing stillness has no more power. The grave that traps us in the guilt of our sin and imperfections. The grave that keeps us from reaching for our dreams and living in hope. The darkness that taunts us even in the light of day. It’s all been overpowered by the God who provides life-giving strength. The God who is bigger than…you fill in the blank with the beast that chases you. The man walked out of his grave by the power of God, who overcomes all our graves.

Happy Easter – Resurrection Sunday. May today be our first steps into a journey of hope, forgiveness, and joy.

All the best,

KK

Luke 21 – 24.

On December 24th

candleOn December 24, 1999, I sat in a candle-lit church sanctuary. My stomach was rounded by the second trimester of pregnancy with my first child, a son. The vocalist came out and began to sing, “Mary did you know?” The song goes through all of the wonderfully miraculous things Jesus, the child she would carry and deliver, would do. The song crescendos with how her son would deliver her and the world from their sins.

Believe me, I have no delusions about my own son. He is a normal boy who has been loved and disciplined along the way. Nowhere close to the perfection of Christ. But years ago, sitting there listening to all of the things the Christ-child would do only reminded me of all the things my child might do for Christ. How would my baby’s life play into the kingdom?

If you are pregnant at Christmas this year, or have young children, look at them just as Mary looked at her son who had a divine appointment from inception. Our children have a purpose for the glory of God. Pour into them the scriptures. Pray for God to reveal to them their role in His plan.

My son is 14 now and we are going through some of the stuff teen-agers experience. When he hits a bump in the road I don’t pretend to have all the wisdom and answers. Sometimes I sleep on a big question or difficult request. He knows it too. He knows that if I don’t have the answer, I’m going to pray about it and get back to him. I hope this is a lesson that is more caught than taught. May he continue to grow-up knowing that while we don’t have all the answers, God does.

The seeds are planted and each day I cling to Proverbs 22:6, Train up a child in the way he should go, And when he is old he will not depart from it.

I wonder, how did Mary pray for her child? God incarnate. She was young and innocent. So much of what Christ experienced had never been seen before. She had no earthly reference point. But she had the scriptures and the prophecies. God gives what we need.

Unlike the Christ-child, our children will make mistakes and make bad choices. Haven’t we all. May they all land in the loving arms of Christ who was once a baby and then a man who grew in wisdom and stature, and in favor with God and man (Luke 2:52).

Mother did you know?

Merry Christmas,

KK

P.S. — Enjoy this video while you pray for your child or children, Mary Did You Know? (Pentatonix free download)